This past Sunday was our ministry year kick off, and what better way to start off the year then with Starbucks coffee for everyone, donuts and bagels. Late getting out the door caused me to be late period and so my foot got heavier as the clock tickets.
It was 8:17 and I was suppose to have began rehearsal at 8:15.
All of a sudden a uniformed man walked into the middle of the road and motioned for me to pull into the drive way. I had just been victim to a speed trap and was going to really be late!
15 minutes later
I left with a ticket in hand and attitude of "blah".
- A. How was I going to tell my wife?
- B. The band is going to be wondering where I am
- C. How can I lead worship after something like this?
I arrived at the church, coffee and snacks in hand, ran into the worship center, strapped on my guitar and we ran 2 songs before we had to end and clear the stage for the doors to open.
I had no idea what God had in store next.....
The service started and it went like this:
Call to Worship and Welcome: Psalm 33:1-3 Song of the Angels
Not a God (You are God Alone)
I stand amazed (How marvelous)
I stand in Awe of You Tag
Baptisms
Announcements
Special: Made to Worship
Message: Pastor Robbie Symons "I am called Stand in Awe" Psalm 33
Close: Stand in Awe
When I got to the line in Not a God that goes like this...."And right now, in the good times and bad, you are on your throne, you are God alone" it clicked. I knew I needed to choose to worship for that reason.
It didnt matter how I was feeling, or what had just happened, what mattered was that I had an oppourtunity to worship my God and I was wasting it by letting a stupid ticket get in the way.
I embraced it.
I left the ticket and my bad attitude at the cross and worshiped.
I never in all my days sensed God closer, more real, more intense then this past Sunday. There was litterally a intense heat (like standing next to a fire) happening inside me and I knew the presence of the Lord was there.
Then Pastor Robbie stood up and preached a message that only heightened the awarness of our Great God.
I remember him ending his message by repeating "The Father is looking for true worshipers"
and then we began the final song.
I leaving alot out, for the sake of time, but again- the church litterly eruppted in full out, no holding back, give me Jesus for there is nothing else WORSHIP!
Brokeness, Freedom, Intensity, and the spirit of God was there!
At the end of the song I just stood there, singing praises that came to my heart.
Pastor Robbie came up and whispered in my ear,
Lead another song man....
Thank the Lord for Chris Tomlins easy to rememerber songs and chords......"How Great was our God" was the first song that came to mind.
We sang it, and still God moved. Alot of people just didnt want it to end.
I went home that night, after leading again at Young Adults and on the way my car died.
The alternator went in it.
But it didnt matter!
God had shown me a glimpse of him that day that weighted heavier than anything the world was going to throw at me.
Its now Tuesday and the alternator has been replaced.
An overall expensive weekend but so worth it!